stop stifling things
Groggy. Purposely did not do a morning page yesterday. Today, I fly back to SF for a few days of work. Will miss the Beans. :-(
I'm mostly done with my product getting released on monday and I'm pretty happy with how it turned out. Been focussing a lot on usability. Of course, already focussed a lot on reliability. The windows version has SSH flake out a lot, but I think that's because of the flakey network in the VM. I permanently lose connectivity fairly often have to completely shutdown the VM system to get it back. Just rebooting the VM itself doesn't help.
Looking forward to doing some work on the plan. No in-flight entertainment, so trying to work on the plane seems like the way to go. Might try the wifi if it's not ridiculously overpriced and see how that goes. Otherwise, I have some podcasts to listen to. Hmm, probably should make sure I have enough left on the pod.
More self-reflection. Negativity. Lack of excitement for "new" things. View of "new" things as not new. Etc. I need to tone it down and re-find my passion for the world. I've been very interested in the internal. Blazing a path of discovery down that road and now the external has been dull. Not sure why. Maybe that's just how it is. You can only be so passionate about so many things at a time? Nah. That's BS. A tainting, perhaps? Eh. I dunno. I dunno. Perhaps the root and reason aren't important but releasing that which I hold is. Yeah. Need to breathe and flow. Stop stifling things.
